It's been awhile since the last time I wrote on my blog. I must have been off the hook from reality, I admit I have become not myself lately or pretty much delusional. Drinking has taken its toll on me. Shots of whiskey accompany me every night and nowadays on broad daylight. I may not have started this writing again, I was just looking for my mom's picture to be posted on Facebook for Mother's day yet still I found you on our picture albums and made me shed a tear again. Oh God when will this episode be over. Yeah! I know its a long time when we fell apart. Some things were said and done but you leaving for giving no exact reason is so unbearable and hurtful. Friends say that I should move on... I guess Time will heal all wounds soon. Hopefully soon.. Coz I want to get back on track! I'm not me Nowadays. But a man torn apart. Good Bye!